I have a sense of calm today. 

I like it. I have so much homework, but I'm not really worried. It'll get done. 

I'm really inspired right now. Art wise, that is. 

I'm excited. My mums going to call yac tomorrow and hopefully they're taking new artists because it would be awesome if I could go there. 

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11: 31 pm

I haven't finished my essay, but I found all my quotes and once I do that it practically writes itself. I have enough free's tomorrow to finish it in time. I did my latin homework really really badly, as was math. history homework is sparse in words. but oh well. That's what you get when you give a kid two performances and a film to make. 

I can't wait until summer. It's going to be awesome. Going to NZ for three weeks, not so much, because all I can do there is sketch and watercolour, but other than that it's going to be amazing. 

I've been thinking about college recently. I want to go to art school, but I also want to do other stuff. I don't know what the other stuff is yet. Psychology, I think. How people think. Anyways, I googled 'college art program and academic' because I want to go somewhere with art programs and academic stuff as well. The first non-sponsored result that came up was Carnegie Mellon. My older sister goes there. She doesn't do the art program. 

I looked around on the website for a while and decided that it was an awesome school. You can take art courses and other courses are well. 

There's only one problem; it's one of the most expensive schools in the country. My sister is already going there, which doesn't help financially because my parents would probably say something along the lines of 'no way am I paying for that again'. I'm willing to work for it. 

I don't know what I want to do with my life. I know that it invovles art, but other than that, I draw a blank. I'll figure it out eventually. I'm going to go to bed now.