Tuesday, March 31, 2009

March 31st

I'm going to make a giant pac man maze on my closet door. 
At first I didn't want anyone to know who I was, but know I'm like.... 

If you figure it out, I'm not stopping you. 

Question of the Day: Why are people never happy? 

Reason for this question: I had a perfectly fine day today. In fact, it went alot better than most of my days. It was a rather good day. But I wasn't happy during it and I'm not happy now. I sort of have a sense of want - I feel like I was meant to do something today. I feel like I'm never going to finish something that doesn't exist. People are never fulfilled. But why? Are they just teenage hormones, or is this something I'm going to feel forever? I feel like I'm missing something. Like part of me is incomplete. 

My friends will never know if I'm really happy or really sad. I don't really show that much emotion on my face except smiling. Which I do really easily. It's annoying, almost, because I'll smile at something that was only kind of funny and then I don't stop and even I think that it wasn't that funny. 

When I'm really happy I like to be alone. I don't like being around a lot of people. I like to be in the sun and be alone. Unless it's with her. But even then, I don't like to be around people. I have no idea why. 

When I'm really sad I don't really like to be around people, but I seek them out anyway. I'm usually pretty quiet when I'm sad, but I'm pretty quiet most of the time. If anyone was to say to me 'You never contribute to the conversation' I would say it's because I like listening. 

Why are people never happy?


1 comment:

  1. Because said 'people' take things that aren't serious, too seriously.
    That's my theory, and I'm sticking to it.

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